Day 1

So I haven't blogged about my sucess lately because I feel like there were a few days were I fell of the wagon or was hanging on by a finger.

It wasn't that I went on a crazy eating spree and ate everthing in sight, it was more that I went out to dinner or to a movie and blew my calories.

I felt guilty, discouraged, depressed and then angry. I had all of these emotions in a matter of minutes when I realized that I ate over, what I consider, my allotment calori

So day 2 isn't starting off too shabby.

Had breakfast that did consist of me stopping at speedway. 

I went grocery shopping and bought a lot of new healthier snacks. Spent more then I needed but I need to remember this is an investment in my well being.

I am super excited about dinner because it's my favorite-meatloaf, mashed potatos and carrots!!

So today I started my life change. 

I have closely monitored my food today and have done execptionally well but it's day 1. I am waaaay under my calories but it's day 1.

Tomorrow is another day and another struggle.

Trying to remember that I am not perfect and it's ok to mess up but the important thing to remember is that everyday is a new day and a new oportunity to make better choices.

I need to remember this when I go to the g