Big heart.... thighs and A$$

So this is day for to my jorney of wanting to lose weight. I dont want to have to shop for clothes that i like online. I think thats it such a old thing to fo for me. I want to be able to walk into anystore and acxtually find my size. I cant beleive i let my self get this big and i hope that i will one day be able to change it. But ONE DAY means to day i think the past four days i have actuaally takin the steo right?  I am a stay at home mom of 2 and i have been trying to get more act