Mid 40,s tough gig

So yeah.....I,m 45 and its amazing how hard it is to even care anymore about getting bigger! Sure it bugs me when I put on my favorite top from thinner days and realize its no longer flattering, or when any decent jeans I had dont even fit over my hips. I tell myself its only natural, I,m getting older, I,m single, who cares anyways anymore. Even if I get thin again, I,ll still be 45, right! Besides seems all the ladies I know my age are all following suite, Bigger middles, but still