Changing my life!!!

Feeling so stressed right now its ridiculous. Should have gone to bible study today because I need to clear my mind and let God do alot of the work I've been neglecting and worrying over. Got to go to the GYM to get this body under submission. I need a really good workout and some words of wisdom from someone smarter than me. Lord Jesus Christ my father God.

Positive: for the last couple of days I have gone to the GYM everyday. Will continue doing so. I have to make it a prority.
Negative: my diet sucks butt. Its crazy how much calories is contained in food. I did the diet tracker and by lunch I had surpassed my allowed days calories. Piggish much. I have to get on the ball. My life depends on it. Social and physical.
Been on an emotional roller coaster and I've been eating just to eat. Just to have something to do, to pass the time ...

Felt so good this morning getting up n starting my day. Went to the gym n did my plan. I have so much energy right now it's ridiculous. I'm feeling so good. Exercise n music is all u need...lol. I wish. Have an awesome day everybody!!!

Been feeling down on myself for a few weeks now. I use live in the gym and now I can't seem to pull myself together enough to get out of my own way and set foot in there. Feeling depressed about it and the way I've allowed myself to get when I know I'm better than this.
I've decided to just go day by day and allow myself to make mistakes because I know I'm capable of greatness. This morning I weighed myself and came in at 210 lbs. I hope to get to 150 lbs. That is my ultimate goal. I jus...