You and I Walk A Fragile Line

I have tried to set up a goal timeline. Obviously right now the goal is to be below 160 so that I can be a healthy weight. (Two pounds to go!!) The next goal is to weight less than my boyfriend. He weighs 155 so it shouldn't take THAT super long. But it is a definite goal of mine. Then I want to pass up the 150s. If I can do that, I will be absolutely eccstatic. I wouldn't have weighed such a small amount since I was probably a sophmore. MAYBE. My goal is 130, but I know it is a st

I gained 3 pounds a couple days ago. I woke up and weighed myself like I always do and suddenly, more weight. I didn't take it too badly. I just said aw... and then went back downstairs for measurements. Turns out I lost half an inch somewhere and my percentage shot down. I guess I just gained muscle. I have no idea where because everything hurts at this point. I am CONSTANTLY working it. I went hiking yesterday and have a nice sunburn so that might be the cause of the annoying pain....

I don't have a gym membership. I HATE running outdoors. I mean, I live in California. I live on the side of a mountain. I am not running anywhere out there. It will completely dicourage me. I don't have a treadmill because ours was sold a few years ago because no one was using it. Darn. I am a master of and dance games on any game station. However, it gets pretty old doing the same songs over and over because, again, I don't have the money to go out and buy more songs for it....

The is that line between overweight and healthy weight. That line where your whole life you will be 5 pounds under that line and then the holidays come and suddenly you're overweight. That fragile line that has been so close to breaking for so long.

10 pounds. At the start of this I was 10 pounds overweight. At 19, I shouldn't be that bad. Summer is coming. My best friend will come back from Reno every once and a while. What happens during those times that we want to go