Fat to fit :)

Breakfast: none, didn't wake up until my first class at 12:30  

Lunch:

• Mexican Tortilla Bowl- 309 calories, cal. from fat 90, total fat 10g, fiber 3g, total carb 18g, sodium 720mg, sugar 4g, protein 37g, vitamin c 200%, vitamin a 20%, calcium 15%, iron 15%. 
• Sauteed Green Beans (in olive oil with garlic)- 61 calories, cal. from fat 27, total fat 3g, fiber 4g, total carb 9g, sodium 350mg, sugar 2g, protein 2g, vitamin c 20%, vitami

I hate my body at this point. I've steadily been gaining weight since my failed pregnancy last spring. I try and keep failing but I know its because I'm not trying hard enough. I lost 70 pounds or so around the age of 13-14 after years of bullying and torment and then suffered with eating disorders. I starved myself to lose weight to the point where I was eating 600 calories a day, and working out 1-2 hours every night. I became way too thin so I began to try to put on weight. I st