Getting to the best of me

Weather is really bad and raining.... hoping tomorrow body will recover since all rain is coming down... hubby didn't believe me that I could feel the rain a couple days ago... you'd think after 10 years of this he'd know by now.

ok so I did 5 min a couple of days ago and was so sore from the elements it's all i could do . today i did about 15 min and sweating . sore still from weather but i pushed along. plan on eating dinner then if not too tired jump on again for another 15 in.

Just bought elliptical/stepper should get next week. Hubby not liking me going to gym so spending more money over 5 months to do this so i'm at home. Very out of character for hubby to act like this not sure where coming from .. if it's him or his family....

renewed my health club membership today...... and signed up for 1 personal training session. I figure if i do 4 over the next two months help get me on track and watch my progress.... now to get the hubby involved too. Worried about his weight and how solid his stomach as begun... used to soften and flatten out when he didn't drink and he doesn't drink hardly ever now but still bloated and hard....

This year I'm mixing it up a little bit. Instead of simply giving something up I am going to do something for 40 days to better myself and maybe after 40 days I'll see better results and keep at it. So not only am I giving up soda and Fast Food ( if i can pick it up through a drive thru not eating it) Applebee's and other restaurants still ok !!! I am going to live healthier. I think I have hubby schedule figured out that I (with help from above) should be able to work out

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i wish they had a wii entry for workouts. doing biggest loser game and wii fit but no way of tracking except for those games. will go to ballys soon but have to get husband schedule more normal at first..

every time i go to enter a meal or dinner it spins forever and never pulls it up. when i change my status i get bad server getting frustrating. ate 1/2 c organic whole wheat cheese ravioli and eddie had the other 1/2 c with a piece of rye bread. this is the first time in a long time i cooked dinner 3 nights in a row. usually take out is our best friend and i try to pick healthy choices for eddie and a variety. i hope i can keep going so tired when i get home from work hard to pick him up from d...

i'm proud of myself. bypassed the wings for carrots and celery.
did get blue cheese dressing but using so little ok.

Well this is my first entry and hopefully not the last. I have suffered from Fibromyalgia for almost 10 years now. Thyroid issues for at least 6 that I know of and now i find out if that wasn't enough i may becoming insulin resistant and have POCS. I'm 34 years old, mother of a 3 year old and I still want to have another child. How did this happen???Was it the almost 2 years i was fed meds for asthma i didn't have? That accounts for about 25 lbs. Was it the the other meds i took to help lessen t...