February 12, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012 at 10:17 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
Well, I havn't been on in a while so here is the news:
I know consider myself eating disordered free!!! :) I don't throw up or starve anymore. I do still weigh myself several times a day, but it's getting better.
On the down side, in order to do this, I had to let go of thinking about weight in any way for quite a while so I have gained a bit. From 133 to about 141. I think it was worth it :).
So I'm back on here to start getting a healthy weight (goal ...
August 1, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011 at 11:57 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
Hey, just checking in. I'm about to do my weigh in. 134, so I've lost 2 pounds but I think it's just water weight because I didn't diet hardly at all last week. :( I live with my parents and my relationship with my mother isn't great. She's always dieting and calling herself fat (and she is a bit over weight) and I never know if she's okay with me dieting. She always tells me to eat healthier, and sorta acts like she thinks I'm fat. The thing is, I'm embaressed to "diet" around her, I feel like ...
July 25, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011 at 2:32 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
Hi! I'm Ellie and hopefully you'll enjoy reading my blog! I'm on FitClick because I have (had?) and eating disorder and I'm trying to prove to myself that healthy weight loss works! I've been in a starve, binge, and purge cycle for 18 months or so, and my turning point was when I realized that after all that, I'd ultimately gained weight! Funny huh?
Bulimia is a very odd eating disorder, It seems like it's working in the moment, but then you lose all your water weight, and you just start gai...
