A new me

Oh, so i was just sitting with my mom and she was eating this pork meat. i looked at her and then at the meat and i thought that it was soooo gross. i felt like she was eating the actual live pork. ewwwwww. goshhhh! and i tried this meat yesterday and after i ate a piece of it i almost threw up. I had that feeling the first time. Now im seriously considering the possibility of me becoming a vegetarian. Im just wondering, is this how people become vegetarians? Anyone a vegetarian? How is it bein...

How weir is that, im writing here that my blog's title is "a new me" and im sitting here and binging. It's so pathetic. i seem to start a new day, "a new life" after every binge. Anyway, people might hik that i am crazy and they can say whatever the hell they want but i really dont care. I want to be very skinny. Maybe even like anorexic skinny. That's it, no more bullshitting. Blah blah blah. Watch me. Enough of BS> Anyone who wants to be a better self, welcome to the journey of perfection....