For me... and only me..

After and incredibly embarrasing moment with my future monster-in-law.. I decided to get my but in gear to loose those last 40 lbs.. I have been working very hard for the last 2 years to loose over 100 lbs.. and in one foul swoop she ruined my feeling of accomplishment.. my dear boyfriend defended my honor like a good man.. but over all was devestating what she did..

Bottom line.. I am upset.  and this is my time to get in gear.. this was that kick I needed.. I dont care what she says.. or what anyone else thinks.. I am doing this for me..  so today is the day I see a whole new light and forget those stupid people who only care about what you look like on the outside.. my man loves me.. and he will love me even more when I show him how great I can look.. and shove it in her little ugly judgmental face..

I want to hold the power.. I will not allow anyone else to make me feel bad about what ever pounds I need to loose.