Thoughts, actions, results

My husband just asked me if I would help him eat a pizza.  I gave him a look and commenced to typing.  Dang him, I have been chewing sugar free gum like nobody's business in my attempt to fool myself into thinking I was eating.  You see, my normal habit is to eat while vegged out in front of the tv.  My favorite way to relax.  Well, the result of this behavior has been an undesirable affect to my abdomen, butt, thighs, etc.  Turning this around will not be an easy feat.  I would love to give my self the gift of a thinner me before turning 50 in three months.  Here right now is where I start.  I gotta go, now he's eating chips and pulling the left over halloween candy out.  This is going to take a new kind of restraint for me.  I have some will power muscles to build.  Dang, sure wish this was easier.