today's the day

Well I did good for a while and then fell again.  So I have to pick myself back up.  I have been going to the gym so there is some forward momentum.  My husband has also decided he needs to lose weight so I am hopefull that it will be easier for me now.  I need to learn how to say no to the microwave popcorn and get into a routine.  I am currently not in one and that is hurting me.  I get the kids up for the morning get them out the door and I need to get to the gym at that time.  I wasn't able to do that today but will go to the gym later this morning.  I need to get the house cleaned up so we can get a Christmas tree and decorate.  I am going to try and maintain my weight during the holidays and may look into suplements to help lose the weight.  I know that isn't an answer but......I am hoping for a little help.  I talked with a gentleman at GNC and he suggested Jillian Michaels supplements.  I also got  a video of hers and it really kicked my butt yesterday.  I am going to do it again today.  I am going to lose the weight.  My mom is now a diabetic and I don't want to have that problem when I get older.  I need to get into better habits which means a lifestyle change.  I didn't think I would struggle with it so much but it has proven to be harder than I expected.  I am hoping to have good news and more consistency soon.  I know I can do this and I need to do it soon.