Healthy and Happy

blubookworm
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sucky

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Sunday, December 20, 2009 at 5:29 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
work, holiday prep, kids and all that...can't really blame anyone but myself for not taking care of myself.  havent really done anything to keep on track.  went shopping last night and i am comfortable in size 20 pants, 22 shirts and sweaters..this sucks...i need motivation and inspiration and hope.  I love my hubby but he likes me heavier i think. I have gained 30 lbs in the 4 years we have been together.  i was 210-215 when i met him, not skinny but felt good about myself.  i hate how i look and feel..iknow boo hoo me, just bitchin.
ok, i feel sucky, i look sucky and i am sucky,  if i want to change, the only way i will do that, is if i do it...no one else is to blame just me and my willpower or lack thereof.  i took photos of myself so hopefully that will keep me on track.  maybe i will post one on here and everyone can make mean comments to keep me motivated..lol.
here i go again.
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