Here I Go!

theyogababe
55 F ,ID
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I feel traped in this body! The time for change has come.

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Thursday, January 21, 2010 at 7:42 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
Here I go.

The time for change has come.

For so many years, I think about 8 years or so, I have been trapped in this body.

Some where around 40 my metabolisms or something changed.  I put on about 40 lbs.

I can't belive I let this happen. I feel so bad about myself.

I wake every day thinking today will be the day I start losing weight.

Then the day unfolds, life is hectic and my energy dwindles, I get hungry, I eat too much. 

Lots of the times I fell stressed, lonely, sad, or board, and so I eat too munch.

I tell myself, tomorrow will be the day I start losing weight.

It is a vicious cycle.

I read every thing I see about weight loss.

I have spent thousands & thousands of dollars on weight loss programs. 

I've tried everything, anything, that  I thought might work. So far I have been a failure.

I think the problem may be that I'm always trying to keep everyone in my family happy, especially my husband.

Usually I fall short. I feel like a failure in so many ways.

There was a line in a 70's song that comes to mind, "Can't please everyone so you have to please yourself".

For for the past 20 years. I have had long blond boring hair.
 
Many times I have wanted to change it and my husband would get upset with me.

So I would just pull it up in a pony tail and
go on with life.

Today I cut off my long hair.
 
It looks GREAT! Even my husband thinks so.

Could It be that this is my time to make a change, my time to succeed? I hope so.

I am ready to pay some attention to me.

I am ready to love myself enough to do whatever it takes.

Here I go.
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