Nothing makes me madder than a B*tch in denial
Monday, February 8, 2010 at 2:17 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
Today is day one of my diet/working out plan. I hate it already. I'm starving, I'm tired....and it's only 2pm.
Here's the deal. I decided to do this because, at 23 y/o, I just got sick of being fat. And yes, I'm fat. I'm not fluffy, obese, big boned, I'm just plain fat. Up until now, I didn't care. I got lucky and found the ONE super-hot guy in the entire world that loves me for my dazzling personality, even though I'm fat. And listen, fellow fatties, not only is he super hot, he is in amazing, washboard abs, cut back, shape that I can only dream of.
So, I'm sick of being the hot guys fat girlfriend. Make no mistake, FF, he loves me for me. But I don't love me for me anymore. And the cool thing is, I have SUPER hottie potential. Not to be concieded. I really do. I didn't get the shitty end of the stick, where I'm fat AND ugly, I'm just fat! And I have a little shy of a year to loose 100 pounds. Because thats when he gets back from deployment, and I want to be in the best shape of my LIFE. In the last 5 years, the lightest I've been is 180. Currently, I'm at my heaviest. Can I do it? Duh. I can do anything I set my mind to. So god knows WHY, but if there is someone out there following my journey, feel free to laugh. I laugh at myself ALL THE TIME :D
