It is all about me.

Well so far so good I have to say that when school called and said my son had a fever my first thought was got to get him and Oh on the way home I will stop at QT for a huge diet coke and a snack.  I knew my son was fine but do you see how a little switch in my schedule can derail me.  This often happens when things don't go the way I want them to go.  I guess I am a control freak.  I want to control everything.  Eating is definately something I can control.  Well today I controled my eating in a good, healthy way.  I have joined the BIGGEST LOSER competition at my work (I work at a school) I won the contest before the holidays so I am the one to beat.  If they only knew my motivation has been lacking.  I will get there I tell myself I don't want to be this weight for every.  Maybe if I keep telling myself that maybe I will take the necessary steps to change it.  I will keep writing if you want to keep reading.  I am not sure yet about making friends on this site I am afraid of the creeps way to much Dateline. Have another great day,