day one lots of hope
Saturday, February 20, 2010 at 4:17 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
Ok so Today is a brand new day, after crying myself to sleep thinking of fitting day for my wedding dress. I decided to get up today and do something about it. I never excerise or do anything healthy. I guess I never thought I had to, I was always slim and ate what I wanted. I know it didnt just happen over night, and that I put it in the back of my head that my cloths didnt quite fit the way they used to, That normal routines were a chore and I didnt feel the same in front of a mirror at all. But the change was so gradual, I never noticed.
Before when I was younger and alone, I was an exotic dancer and kept active, just doing that every night. now I have a fiance and a desk job. The gradual effect of my career change shifted to the front of mind and hit me like a ton of bricks on the day I went to try on wedding dresses. I hate the way I look now. and I cant even imagine "this" in a wedding dress.
So here goes. day one of change. first day of a new healthy me. Lets hope I can stick to it.
I actually got up and worked out ( maybe not a" ball breaking work out") but I got up and exercised and I kept track of what I ate! With the help of this site, positive thoughts, and lots of baby steps I can by happy with me again.
Wish me luck.