My Ongoing Battle

42 F , Harvard ,IL

Day One

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 at 10:33 AM filed under Weight Loss postings
Well, here I am again.  Day one of trying to overcome my ongoing battle with food and my weight.  My weight is going up and I am desperate to get it to come off.  I lose weight and it comes back.  I'm to the point that I HATE food because of what it has made me.  I love to eat it, I love the taste of food.  It's the one thing in life that I really enjoy and that is why I hate it so much.  I don't understand why it is that I love food so much.  I have to stop though or I am going to end up killing myself by being so unhealthy.  I weigh 280 pounds.  Just three years ago I was down to 220 and I blew it and gained everything back.  I feel tired all of the time and I have no energy.  My body aches and I know it is because of the weight.  I get up off the couch or from sitting down and I hobble like a little old lady because my feet hurt and that's probably because they can't handle my weight and they're tired.  I HATE dieting.  I miss out on the foods that I love so much and that's probably why I end up failing.  I'm hoping and praying that this time is different.  I want to be able to overcome my addiction to food and be able to enjoy my life and for once feel good about me.  I don't want to be super skinny or anything like that.  I just want to have energy again and not have aches and pains anymore.  That's all I want.....just to be healthy. 
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