Anniversary Weight Loss

The first day is always the easiest for me. It's the second and third days that are the hardest. But today was a good day. I watched what I ate and went walking...my shins hurt like hell though. I feel like I am in this alone, which is the hardest part of losing weight. I have no one supporting me or motivating me. Instead I have people, even my husband, who have seen me try to lose weight before and fail, so think I will fail this time too. It just makes me want to prove them all wrong and push myself a little harder.