Freedom

Well, I blew it and I finally hit a place that feels like it is bottom.  I am actually excited abou that because there is no way to go but up from here.

I took the pledge....the pound for pound pledge....the pledge to myself.....the pledge of self-control....submission....love....patience....forgiveness....persistence...and consistency.

I know what this means and it is between me and the Good Lord Himself.  He made me a promise and I am going to hold Him to it.

He NEVER lies.  He is ALWAYS good.  He said....I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.  ALL MEANS ALL!

Thank you Jesus.