my journey again

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my journey

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 at 12:51 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
i started my program yesterday again.  i hope this time it works.  i rode my exercise bike for 30 min yesterday and 20 min today so far.  i'll probably do it again sometime today.  i want to be healthy and sexy again.  my emotions are running wild and all i want to do is cry every time i look in the mirror.  all i see is a monster.  i weigh 197 and i hope to be atleast 115 that is a healthy weight for my hieght.  My son is in and out of the hospital all the time i'm still trying to figure out how i can work out when he's in there. If anyone has any idea's please e-mail me @  I could really use some advise.  I'm so sick and tired of everyone looking at me with discust and my skinny friends saying oh i'll walk with you if you want me to and then when i call them to go for a walk they say your the only one who needs to lose weight just go you don't need me.  i just sit and cry.  I guess i would be happier if i lost the weight but in the same since why can't they love me for me?   i've had enough of people looking down on me that i will die trying to get rid of this weight.  As of April 26th i'm 197 and hopefully by new years i will be 115!!!!!!!!!!  I WILL LOSE 82 POUNDS BEFORE THE YEAR IS UP!!!!!!!
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