Here it goes.....

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Your not gonna Believe it!

Thursday, April 29, 2010 at 12:45 AM filed under General postings
Ok, so to start off, I have done this FIRST BLOG about an hour ago and accidentally DELETED IT before hitting save! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Anyways, I will start out smaller this time, so I won't have to throw the computer out the window!
HI! Man it's hard to start over! I feel like I am repeating myself!  OK, I Have been heavier my entire life! Always been the cute little sister with chubby cheeks. They stayed with me thru gradeschool, junior hugh, and hughschool. I have always played sports... Mainly Softball. Aside from my 10 yr old daughter Maleah and other half/boyfriend/love of my life Tony, Softball is my passion! I love that Maleah loves it too. I am sick of it. I have said that before too.. Not only on the BLOG an hour ago, but in 06, I was determined to loose weight. I broke down crying because I hit 200 lbs for the first time in my life. I bought the Dr Phil book and CD, put it on my iPod and listened to it all the time. I had to keep track of everything ON PAPER! What with that! I did it though. Lost 20 lbs....
The the Cervical Cancer came. I had to have a Radical hysterectomy in Nov of 06. Sittin on my butt for the next few months did NOT help. Then I just never got the motivation back. Now it's 2010 and I am 205. Did not cry when I hit 200, I guess because I ahd seen it before... SUCKS!
Tony started using FitClick about a week and a half ago and was ranting and raving about it. Sunday 4/25 Tony, Maleah and I went on a 8 mile hike! Got home and immediately started up my own account on FitClick. Got everything entered and it was looking good! I was on track to loose 5.2 lbs. Then signed Maleah up for her own teen type healthy eating/liftstyle website. She loves it.

Monday Maleah had a softball game that we had to be at at 5pm accross town. so I got home from work around 3:30, she gets home around 4, we hurry to get her ready, call the 'rain out' number, STILL ON. Darn it. So we book over there and as we were pulling into the parking lot, I get a text from the coach stating the games are rained out! So Maleah and I headed home. She went right to her room, changed into workout clothes, grabbed her BYOU DVD and started it up.  I did "That stupid Machine behind the Couch" (eliptical). Did that for a half hour., Did some push-ups, crunches, and lunges. I felt good, because I was on track to loose 2.4 lbs for Monday.

Ya, Could not MOVE Tuesday. I was so sore from the past two days, it was unrealistic to even try to eliptical or anything. Maleah has practice inside, so I dropped her off, sat in the car, cut the engine, locked the doors and fell right asleep. DId not even wake up till Maleah was tapping on the window.. I was BEAT. I also got a mocha on the way to work that morning, so my day was screwed from the start. LOL.. Went to bed feeling really bummed.

I feel like I am back on track. I ate right today, no splurges. Got home and grabbed the TaeBo DVD. Did that all the way thru without stopping. Could not believe it. Crazy, I used to do it so much, I remembered what was coming, so I did Not miss a beat! lol. Per the site, I am on track to loose I think like 3.1 lbs. This site is addictive. I hope it stays that way.

What I really want is to be able to go camping with our (same age) family and friends and be able to wear a bathing suit like 75% of the other girls in our group without having to worry about the way I look. I know that may never go away, but I would rather be 20-30 lbs overweight than 50-60. I don't want my 150 lb 10 year old daughter to grow up just like me. I know she's is active, but obviously not active enough for her metabolism. I always had skinny friends and I was the bigger one. What's sad, is nI see that happening to my daughter too. She is happy though, so I don't want to make too big of a deal out of it. We are all watching what we eat and trying to change the way we live. 

Anyways, I better stop typing and SAVE this darned thing, before I delete it again!  LOL
Night Night

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