my thoughts

This is a daily struggle and I am trying everyday to keep at it, no matter how hard it can be to eat the right things and go to the gym like I need to.   I watch the "Fat shows" on tv biggest looser and such and I want to feel like they do when they loose the weight week after week.  When I have the slip ups (they happen) it is so frustrating and I get mad at myself because I know I am stronger than that.  I have to find my strenght and hold on to it with all my might or this will not happen.  I see myself thin and I want to be so desperatly.  I really like this website because it keeps me on track and you can see so many other people are going through what I am. 
I gotta keep at it, and keep my strength.