alice n va

I havent blogged since june 6, so hey to all yall out ther  still dieting  Ive had a really depressing month  I only lost 3 stinking pounds, 3.... that totally sucks and ive even been going to the gym walking 45 min on the treadmill 3/4 nights a week.Iknow that i'm not eating correctly,but the walking should have helped some, right???? wrong....all this dieting is depressing me which causing me to over eat,which causes more depression,which causes more eating, well you get the picture..im having the lapband surgury in late sept or early oct  but i thought if the diet thing worked i could do withouy the surgury,. I just cant do it on my own Im  tired of no results. but try to give up and i cant do that either, so whats wrong with me. am i a loser or what???