Heather Williams

So I'm starting my weight loss today. I think its because of the dream I had last night, which is weird, because it had NOTHING to do with weight loss. I have needed to loose weight for a long time, but my family is over weight, and honestly don't care to loose weight. But I do. I'm 20, and about 270. I know discusting right? I'm hoping to change that. Iv made some of changes to the way Iv been eating lately, I know I need to make more and already have that planned out, and now I need help getting active. No one really seems to want to go out and be active with me, I hate doing it alone, its hard for me to get motivated. I know that isn't an excuse but its holding me back. I feel like if I work out with my thin friends they will judge me, I have no idea if they are. just the way I feel. I'm hoping that joining sites like this will help me. I know I want a lot of things in life that I feel will be easier when I am in better shape.