About me: I live with my boyfriend of 7 years, and his son, whom I consider my own son, who is 13 years old. I'm currently unemployed, but I am looking to be a middle school math teacher. I want to get married, but I refuse to get married in a wedding dress in the size I am now. I need help, and accountability to lose the 200 lbs I want to lose. I need to lose the weight because I want to get married in a beautiful dress, AND I want to ride roller coasters with my son and go horseback riding, and do all the things that someone my size can't do comfortability. My first goal is to be able to go to a restraunt and not have to request a table with chairs, because I'm too big to fit into a booth.