My Weight Loss Journey

I lost five pounds since I started May. I had a huge wake up call about a week ago while I was sitting on the bed naked. Since then, I've been working hard and slowly but surely it's paying off!

Start of May: 248
Today: 243
Next Week: 241 or 240!

Start: 248.4
Week1: 247.2
Week2: 248.2
Week3: 246.6

Total of: -1.8lbs

Ah! How exciting! It's taking three weeks but I've lost almost 2 pounds! I think I found what I need to do. Now, to just stick to it for the rest of my life!

BMI:
Start: 32.8
Week1: 32.6
Week2: 32.7
Week3: 32.5 (obes...

I listened to my body. I feel so much better already! I know, it was only 10minutes but I heard my mind tell me so much! Here is the list I made...

What My Mind Wants
- To Be Thinner

What My Mind Really Wants
- To Sit Straighter so My Back Won't Hurt
- For My Boyfriend to Stop Saying, "OMG, Look at that HUGE ASS!" to Saying, "Mmm, Look at That Ass!"
- To Loo...

I am furious!

In 21 days I haven't lost 10lbs....or 5!!! I'm so upset about myself. So, I'm going to do something to help get me focused. I'm going to sit in the middle of my living room and meditate/talk to myself. I'm going to listen to my body and see what I can do for it.

I am n...

It's been a full week since I've lived in my new apartment. It's been fun...still haven't gotten home sick so that's good. I've lost probably nothing so far since my friend has been in town if you know what I mean. But, I plan to get everything else unpacked and put away today along with finishing up the last of my school work so I can finally focus on exercising and eating healthy! I am thinking about buying a dress that is two sizes too small from Lane Bryant (or somewhere like that)...

Day 17,

You have come up behind me too fast. So much is going on. Still have some things to unpack. The kitchen is always a mess and my boyfriend just doesn't want to seem to want to unpack things without me. My lovely friend has come into town this week so I'm super bloated, fighting a sinus infection and only have one day to get my freakin' apartment into place before we have one of my boyfriend's friends over.

Oh Day 17....I hate you XD

It's already day 13!! I can't believe it! Time has flown so fast. I am happy to say I am sitting in my apartment waiting for 11:20 to roll by so I can go to class. I'm not home sick yet, but, that doens't mean it won't hit soon. I still can't believe that I am sitting in MY apartment with MY boyfriend of 1yr and now...we have two little babies. They're the cutest little bearded dragons you will ever see. They are only about 3 weeks old and not even five inches yet! My boyfrie...

Well, today is weigh-in day for my first week. I am not pleased with how I did. I'm going to sit down with a piece of paper (or ten, lol) and figure out what I did wrong and where. But, right now I'm going to work on my five page paper for school and put clothes away. Got to love doing laundry at 7:25am! Boyfriend needs boxers before work, why didn't he tell me last night? because we thought he had some.

Today is just a big FML day lol. I&...

It's day seven already! I feel like I just started on this adventure and already, I'm not doing so good. I work ALL DAY and I just need to get my ass out of bed in the morning so I can get my exercise in. It doesn't help when school wants you to write a 5 page paper on the Political and Legal Issues of the Health Care Reform...due tomorrow night. I can't complain much, the class has two weeks left then a final then I'm done...for this session anyways.

249 today. I need t...

I'll be totally and completely honest. I pigged out on Easter. Not on chocolate, but on dessert and food. I was so mad at myself! My boyfriend kept asking me what was wrong last night because I was so disappointed in myself. I'm weighing myself today (it doesn't really count since weigh-ins are Wednesday) just to see how much damage I've done. I have some time before I weigh-in. I'm only awake because my boyfriend needed some clothes and I  said I would get him some since he got up lat...