Just starting

So I'm half way through my second week and I love my workout. I can actually sleep which is good. However, I'm tired because there's so much drama around work. It's stressing me out in one of the most stress-free positions possible. Rumors are ridiculous and I haven't done anything to warrent them, yet I've been in trouble 2 days in a row because of them so I'm sick of it. I'll be looking for a new job on friday...which also happens to be the first day off I'll have had in 11 days. I think it's ridiculous, but I'm trying to let it go and focus. I was so upset over everything today that I was crying about it for a good 2 hours and I felt so awful that I just didn't want to go to the gym (even though I knew it would make me feel better... I just didn't want to be around the people). I know it's silly and I should have gone. I feel a little guilty about not going but I'll make up for it later this week when I go swimming and running. I'm hoping by writing this I can let it go and get back to what's important. Well, I think that's good for now. Till next time =)