FRESH START

OK TODAY I WILL KEEP TRACK OF WHAT I EAT TODAY I WILL TRY TO MAKE A BETTER ME, ALTHOUGH VERY HARD FOR ME I WILL TRY TO NOT EAT EVERYTHING IN SIGHT I WILL USE MY NEW GYM MEMBERSHIP AS MUCH AS POSSABLE I HOPE TO LOSE WEIGHT! IAM PUSHING MY SELF NOT TO GIVE UP ! I HOPE IM STONG ENOUGH TO LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE HOW I SEE MYSELF ON MY INSIDE!I DNT WANNA BE THE CUTE FACED FUNNY FAT GIRL ANYMORE! I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SHOP FOR CLOTHING AND IT NOT HAVE TO LOOK LIKE ATENT! I WANT TO WEAR A NICE PAIR OF JEANS AND NOT HAVE MY BELLY HAVE MY BELLY HANG OVER THE TOP OF THEM!I JUST WANT TO BE HEATHY ! I KNOW ITS GONNA BE HARD !I KNOW ITS GONNA SUCK!  BUT BEING THE CUTE FACED FUNNY FAT GIRL IS HARDER AND IT SUCKS MORE!!!!!