Weight loss stall.
Thursday, February 25, 2010 at 11:56 AM filed under Weight Loss postings
Here I am feeling a little down because on Saturday I was down to 257 and then I gained on Sunday and Monday. This fluctuation is killing me slowly. Getting on the scale daily is an addiction and sometimes I feel so defeated if the numbers don't go the way I want them to especially when I am following my diet and exercising. I am been going strong since I started and for that I am very proud because I would have usually quit by now. I am determined to change my way of eating and making sure that I exercise. I do exercise 5 days a week with 2 days off and I actually feel guilty if I miss. Like today, I was supposed to go to they gym but didn't feel like getting out of bed. I felt really guilty because there was no real reason why I didn't go. So when I get off work today, I am going to go home, change and head off to the gym. I will be there tomorrow morning as well as Saturday and Sunday. I guess another thing that has been bothering me is the fact that I am down almost 20 lbs and looking at me, you can't tell and I can only tell a little in my clothes. I don't know if its because I have just kept wearing the same clothes as when I was 230 or what. So you know my clothes are really fitting and don't seem to be getting looser and I refuse to buy a bigger size. I promised myself that I would not get that size again and buying bigger clothes shows my failure. I guess I just have to be patient because I refuse to fail at this.....this is my time and I am so ready for success!!! Also, my 41st birthday is Tuesday and I plan to celebrate over the weekend, so I plan to splurge a little and enjoy it without major weight gain. I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!
