Finally

I have tried everything from this to that for four years now and nothing has ever worked. My issue is 'I am always hungry!' From the moment I wake up until the time I go to bed, I can never ever get enough. I am so sick and tired on constantly having mind on my food and I don't know how to fix it but maybe one day those thoughts will up and leave and I'll start worrying about more important things. Anyways, I really want to look better because all of my friends are little and stick-like (naturally) and it makes me frustrated because I know that they eat more than me and worse than me and they have perfect bodies. I don't understand, I know it's because our genes are different but it's just not fair.
Finally I got over my frustration and said oh well, I can't change my DNA make up but I can change what I eat and make healthy decisions. I will stick to this plan this time and not give up. I promis myself I won't and I will make at least three journal entries a week commenting on my physical appearance and my emotional thoughts of change. This time, I'm not giving up.

-TA