The road to getting better

So i havent loged in a while mostly because i have forgot to and i have been really sick. I have yet to go to a doctor about my chest pain  but have been on web-md and Im positive i have a ulcer. Ive been eating only things on the ulcer list ( with a few tinny slips here and there) but the pain hasnt come back since. I felt like i was going to die it hurt so bad but i prayed alot. I made it though and didnt eat anything but chicken broth and jello on friday. Ive had very small porstions and eating crackers like a bird. I find now when i get hungry all i have to do is remeber the pain and i stay on track.

I've also become stronger in my faith through this whole near death experiance thing. Satan tryed to kill me throw the one thing in this world i loved. God saved me from that death, so i own it to myself and god to get my life in order. Its been a rought few days but i think Ill be fine with this life change.