Starting again.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011 at 4:15 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
Starting to diet again is not something that I would call fun, actually it's extremely hellacious.. I dread the days when I'm hungry and have to fight the urge to stop at McDonalds when I'm out, or when I have to leave my money at home to prevent myself from going to the cafeteria at work even though I brought my lunch... I know I can do this, I've done it before. A few years ago I joined a weight loss challenge and lost 47 pounds winning 400 dollars. The humor in this is that when I started that challenge I weighed exactly what I weigh now. One hundred & eighty nine pounds, it may not sound bad compared to some and I'm a good height so it doesnt show really bad but I feel terrible. I'm always tired and lack motivation for anything (including dieting). Usually my problem isn't what I eat, it's how much of it I eat. Someone get me a membership to overeaters annonymous!! I just became a mom to my new furbaby Hamlet. My 5 month old pug that loves to keep me up late and wake me up over an hour before my alarm goes off. I keep procrastinating because I'm tired but I'm tired because I'm out of shape from procrastinating. Since I started gaining all of the weight that I lost back I've tried dieting but kept giving in or giving up. Hopefully this blog will keep me motivated. I'm going to try using the calorie counter daily and start taking advantage of the free gym my apartment complex has. WISH ME LUCK!!
