Self Image Experiment

Although I want to die in my bed, and then eat more food, I know I have to stay positive. Relapsing is part of my healing process. Fortunately, I think this shocked me tremendously. I am disappointed severely in myself, and will be until I get back to 159, which took me for ever and a day to get to. Its a fresh start. No more putting it off. Most people claim to start a diet the next day, but I got to the point where I was ready to start next week, and then next month. You will take the next days and cut yourself off from food. I am too heavily addicted to moderate my consumption right now thus I need to eliminate all cravings, and yearnings for food. Tea Detoxing and Water cleansing for the next 4 days. It has a lot more benefits at this point than continuously participating in my feeding hours and cycles of from wake to slumber eating (though I have a theory that I sleep eat now). #NewYearCycleNewStart Sleeping Eating: A form of feeding during times in which your body is not conscience. Also known to me as preparing for hibernation.