Now or Never

I am so tired of others around me not having to worry about what they eat and how much of it they eat. It is just not fair. I wish I could just vanish in a hole and come out after they are done. Once again a friend of ours is over and he offered to buy dinner so that I did not have to cook tonight. Not a bad idea until he said pizza. ARRRRRG! That is just so frustrating! He is a guy that knows that I am trying to do the right thing but they don't get it. So anyway I told him not to worry about me then if they would like to get pizza then get for them and I'll find something else. So there goes the idea about not having to cook because I still have to cook for myself. Oh well on the flip side I don't have to think about how anyone else likes it cooked.