About me: i am 40 years old and recently i have had this black cloud over my head to where nothing is going right for me. i found out i was preg and nov 5th i was told i had miscarried, which was very traumatic for me due to it has taken me alot of years to become preg and with micarring with my first preg threw me into a depression and didnt care and gained weight.... i have at this point forcing myself out of this downward slide and now it is time to get back on track and start caring again....