Past/Present
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 at 8:39 PM filed under General postings
All throughout grade school and high school I was made fun of for being overweight. I have always been self concious of my weight because of this. I have always been a shy and quiet person because I am afraid of what other people see when they look at me. Even now I feel like people stare at me because I am overweight. I feel their eyes following me and I can almost year their thoughts "Whoa, lay off the dougnouts," "Put the fork down." In reality I know that they aren't thinking this...at least not all of them. In the past I have repeatedly sabotaged myself. So this time, I feel like it's time to take a stand. It's time for me to create a better me for me as well as for my family. The picture with this is a few months old and hopefully it will be the last time I am ever seen like this.